Maybe when you woke up this morning, you felt an underlying current of worry, nervousness, or unease. Maybe as the morning progressed, the feelings began to intensify. Maybe you didn’t even have a reason. Maybe you had many.
This morning I struggled with this – feeling like too much weight was on my shoulders and there were too many things on my to-do list. I even felt pressure for all that’s on my husband’s plate. As I left for work, I began to get frustrated and started getting angry at God that these feelings exist.
But the moment I went to open my mouth so my complaints could pour forth, I felt in my spirit that I needed to stop, and be wise with my words. I felt the Spirit remind me who it is I am about to complain to.
Who am I to get angry at God?
I closed my mouth, and righted my thinking. I know that God isn’t the cause of these feelings.
That’s when I was reminded of two passages in the Bible.
The first was Luke 10:38-42 (nlt), which says:
As Jesus and the disciples continued on their way to Jerusalem, they came to a certain village where a woman named Martha welcomed him into her home. Her sister, Mary, sat at the Lord’s feet, listening to what he taught. But Martha was distracted by the big dinner she was preparing. She came to Jesus and said, “Lord, doesn’t it seem unfair to you that my sister just sits here while I do all the work? Tell her to come and help me.”
But the Lord said to her, “My dear Martha, you are worried and upset over all these details! There is only one thing worth being concerned about. Mary has discovered it, and it will not be taken away from her.”
I didn’t have my Bible with me in the car, but I remembered what Jesus said to Martha: My dear Martha, you are worried and upset over all these details! There is only one thing worth being concerned about. Mary has discovered it, and it will not be taken away from her. I saw so much of myself in Martha this morning – worried and fretting over so many details. But I felt an invitation to just sit at Jesus’s feet and learn from him.
That’s when I was reminded of the second passage in Philipians 4:6-7 (nlt):
Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
After that, what could I do but bring my worries to the Lord?
I spent the remainder of my drive pouring forth my worries to the Lord. I gave him everything…what was on my mind, why, and how it made me feel. I felt peace as I began to do so. I was reminded that God is powerful, and he cares for me.
Imagine this – Jesus himself walks up to you and says, why are you worried? Cast your cares on me. I care for you. I know the number of hairs on your head. I knit you together. You are mine. Find your refuge in me. I am powerful, mighty, and able to do above and beyond anything you could ever hope or imagine.
Instead of letting our hearts be overwhelmed, let’s try what Jesus says. Let’s not worry about anything, but bring everything to the Lord.
Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.
1 Peter 5:7 (nlt)